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I hope the inquest recommendations that have come out of tragedy in a University of Victoria residence really do lead to major change. What happened to Sidney McIntyre-Starko is very sad, and there were some major stumbles on a number of fronts leading up to her death at 18 from toxic drugs.
But if anyone is thinking that the terrible stigma that hangs
over illicit drug use got eased by all the news coverage of this young woman’s
death, just let that one go. If anything, the coverage deepened stigma.
Right to the final stories, we have seen photos of beautiful
Sidney in all her active, “normal” roles, been reminded that this was the first
time she’d ever used drugs. She was a good person, we have been assured many
times by those quoted in the stories. She died because of system failures, the
stories emphasize, not because she was a drug user.
And there it is. The stigma. The coverage is careful not to say out loud that Sidney was not like all the other drug users who are dying, but it comes through clearly. She was different – active and beautiful and loved, with a bright future. She even got her own inquest.
The lives of the other 50,000 lost souls who died the same way that Sidney
did in these terrible nine years ended largely without comment, and certainly
without government investing any scrutiny as to how systems may have
failed them.
I mean no disrespect to Sidney or her family. Her death will change the way things are done, and that is a big deal.
But this young woman’s tragedy has
been put forward in a way that affirmed from the start that she was Not Like
Those Other Drug Users. The coverage has confirmed - if not intensified - the
terrible stigma that hangs over all the other active, beautiful and loved
people with bright futures who also continue to die in the toxic drug crisis.
The irony is that in a way, Sidney was killed by
stigma. If someone had said from the get-go that Sidney and her friend had
just used random drugs someone had found in an abandoned case of wine coolers
downtown, I expect things would have gone very differently.
But the young people who knew drugs were involved felt the stigma so heavily that they didn’t acknowledge it to any of the first people they asked for help even when two young women lay before them turning blue and having convulsions. That is some kind of stigma that can do that.
In a way, stigma likely led to those young women using the drugs they found in the first place.
They went from age 9 to 18 in the years since BC declared a state of emergency over toxic drugs, which started killing so many people after the heavy-duty pain drug fentanyl and all its analogs started to creep into the street drug supply as a substitute for heroin.
How is it that two girls who literally grew up in the era of a horrendous toxic drug crisis in BC didn't know that using random drugs from an abandoned box of booze a friend found downtown was a dangerous risk to take?
I’m pretty dubious of that story if I’m being honest. But if it’s true, then that’s because of stigma too. And if it's not true, then there's the stigma again, getting in the way of these young people admitting that they'd actually bought the drugs.
If the conversations we have about street drugs were at all realistic, those young women would have known from years of education that just about the craziest thing to do in a toxic drug crisis killing 150-200 people a month was to take unknown drugs from a completely unknown source. At the very least, they'd have known to take them to the UVic drug-checking storefront first to see what was in them.
If we hadn’t criminalized and cast shame over drug use
(well, other people’s drug use, never our own), then we would acknowledge that
lots of people use drugs, and that it’s actually in everyone’s best interest if
people find their way to a regulated supply.
I don't know about you, but I really appreciate going to liquor stores knowing that none of the bottles has been topped up with methanol. I haven’t minded giving up the strange lengths I used to go to for acquiring cannabis now that it’s just in a store, with a label and everything.
I’m
glad that when my nurse practitioner gives me a prescription, I know what’s in that drug, who made it, and that I’m
taking the recommended dose.
People seek drugs. So why have we put this stigma around a very
narrow little group of them, and told ourselves that we are protecting our
children by doing that? And how is that working out for us, what with toxic
drug deaths now the No. 1 killer in BC from age 10 up?
We are paralyzed with fear that regulating illicit drugs will put
our children at risk through easier access. But that's like drawing a comparison to some dream world we aren't living in. The reality is
that our children are at tremendous risk right now - never more at risk than
now, in fact, and still we dither over our political opinions and our support
of tactics that have failed us for decades.
That’s one tough stigma, locking us up like this so completely and for this long.
Sidney, you died far too young. I feel sure you were growing
into as beautiful a person as all the photos of you in the media depicted.
But the families of all those other people who have died have
those beautiful photos too, and there were so many system failures for so many
of them as well. If something good can come out of your death, Sidney, I hope
it’s a realization among all of us that there’s no difference between you and
them.